My Complete Personal Profile

YES finally on the very verge of completing all my projects, time to choing for final exam le

xk intro me this website http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg which makes use of the order of the colour u prefer and analyze ur personalilty and i find it quite true lol

here goes.

At this time you are feeling 'uptight' and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation; but perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been 'hard done by' and treated with a complete lack of consideration. Maybe you have, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. Your are, however, sufficiently competent to turn that situation around - you have overcome similar problems in the past, and really this one isn't too different.

Enough is enough. Nothing seems to be working out as you would like it to and it has got to the stage where you feel as if you can't be bothered anymore. The way you feel is that it would be great if you could be cut off from everything and take it easy - be it only for a short time.

Although you are, deep down, a very caring person, you are very particular in the choice of friends and indeed very demanding at times. You can be most quarrelsome and controversial and it is because of this argumentative trait you can at times explode into open conflict - conflict with even those you may care for and love. It is because of this inherent argumentative streak in you that may have resulted in broken hopes and dreams.

You are experiencing considerable stress which is essentially the result of on going rejection and hostility. You are in the unpleasant position where offers of trust, affection and understanding are being withheld and you are being treaded with a degrading lack of consideration. You feel that you are being denied the appreciation that you deserve, which is essential to your well-being and self-esteem, but you have to face up to the situation because as matters stand at this time there is little that you can do about it - you feel that you are getting nowhere and the continuous struggle is a lonely one: all difficulties and no encouragement. Whatever you try to say or do is met with continuous hostility and no matter how much you protest you are consistently misunderstood. You need to escape from the situation but you are so perplexed that you cannot find the strength of mind to make the necessary decision.

You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front.

my current quote: u won't be able to achieve anything if u worry about everything

how suay can u be?

18 July - Sean and Sherman birthday
Happy birthday to them!

sang sean a bday song in bcomm class. ian caught sean unattended and smash the cake into his face, haha! ian better be careful when his bday comes. after sch we went to some BTP pizza shop to eat. there was some miscommunication with the food due to lack of some pasta sauce and we had to change orders. sorry guys had to rush off after i finish..

when nite falls we celebrate sherman bday, we had steamboat at golden mile, total of 9 person, $116.50, quite reasonable. this is one of the most unlucky steamboat i ever had. i stood up to take some chilli and put at my saucer, ray offer to help but i say nvm, as i was about to put the saucer down at my side, i accidentally spill the chilli into my drink..few mins later, i tried to take a fishball with chopsticks, guess wat? as i about to put in my bowl, yap accidentally knock on my hand..the fishball bounce from the side of my cup into yap's cup..lol

now how suay can u be?

stupid call!

Have you ever received a wrong call for 3 times straight?

I did..some guy call me 3 times in the morning, told him he had gotten the wrong number but i guess he dun understand wats the meaning of wrong number or i am speaking some alien language..wat a bad start today..

can't wait for studio with wx
can't wait for osch
can't wait for everything

worst night ever

wed was jun kai bday, so we had bbq at bc house (as usual), didnt eat much there, drink 1/4 cup of vodka. some happenings there:
junkai got thrown into water twice, after that realise he drop his keys in the water, went back the third time to retrieve it
wj puke crabmeat at toilet..eee

the next day, had diarrhea for whole day, i guess i got food poisoning from the bbq food but i nv eat much there...suay

then in the wee hours of today(friday) i puke 4 times..it was the worst nite i had in my life..was so sieh that i dun even have the energy to go out of the door, so had to skip sch..

nv trust bbq food again..

what a unfortunate turn of events

ytd is bc bday celebration, wx was responsible for the booking of the pit as he live the nearest to a axs machine and so he book the pit on 19 June nite. and so kel and guys went to buy the food.

meanwhile i went to city hall and meet sl, xk and his 2 friends, and we went to register for hiphop! can't wait for the first class man haha and so me and xk took a mrt to pasir ris to meet them

as we about to take a bus to pasir ris park, i receive a call from jh.
"are you near axs machine? wa liao wx book 19 june pit instead of 20 june pit now we dun have a pit, faster help us find got pit or not"
LOL..booked wrong pit (Number One)

so the two of us went to downtown east and look for a axs machine. luckily we found a few pits available but its right at the end of pasir ris park and so we booked pit 56 and informed them of the pit no. we took a bus into pasir ris park. as we reach there, we saw jh chasing a cat! apparantly that cat was interested in our food and got chased by jh lol as we got together with them, i tot we had already reached our destination BUT we are only at pit 46..10 more pits to go but they were too tired to carry on the journey so we help to carry the stuffs and continue forward
finally pit 56...

some of us were preparing food, some were slacking, some were blackjacking and some..smoking. we notice two authories walking around there but we didnt give it a thought about it. after a while, the authories approach yap and wj and ask them for a private talk, we were wondering what happen and one of them ask us for our booking receipt..phew luckily we got book the pit. the two authories are national environmental agency and they caught wj and yap throwing the cigarette butt on the ground and they were fined $200 bucks each...suay..another reason not to smoke (Number Two). so wj and yap were moodless for the whole nite.

everyone was drained out of their energy, we decide to leave. as we were packing our stuffs xk suddenly release his laptop was soaked! the water from the ice bag had flown out and flood xk laptop bag(Number Three) luckily, the interior didnt got wet.

and we took a cab home

one week of holidays left!

time really flies, now i'm left with 1 week of holidays lol.

theres really a lot of ppl born in june, last week alone had 3 bday celebrations haha, happy birthday to all the june babys!

last sunday was fathers' day, so wat did u do for your dad? as for me i had dinner with him..at home =)
anyway me, ed and jasper accompanied siong to msia to wish his dad a happy fathers' day. this was the first time i find msia was so fun and the first time i drunk so much, that we almost can't bear to leave haha

To kelvin: Good luck to your TP on June 19
To Zb: Cheer up =) all the best for your next TP!

oh man..i'm so sick of my job already. can't wait to quit, it feels like one whole day while i'm there for only 5 hours.

graveyard.

last friday was shiok, had my final wda paper. the paper was quite okay, didnt have much difficulties haha

jasper bday celebration was dam fun. we booked a table and we drink, drinks before 12am is 1-for-1, so we bought him 10 flaming shots and he took it. amazing after the shots he's still standing strong, pro..me and ed shared a graveyard, that was the first time ever i felt so high drinking, every other time i drink, i would normally puke, luckily i still know wat i am doing. heard that graveyard is one of the deadliest drink =x

haiz. everytime go out with him sure got quarrel or give attitude, its childish.

off to driving~